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| I'll wait for you, but I can't wait forever... |
[14 Aug 2005|07:44pm] |
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Well everything has been pretty boring lately with work and driver's ed. I was suppose to go to old home day with Kimber yesterday but that didn't happen cause of course i had to get sick. So i pretty much just slept all day which was okay i guess. I didn't go to work today & I don't think i'm going tomorrow so my pay check should be pretty shitty for this week. Anyways i'm moving into Sara-Jo's like the 21, and I should be getting my license around the 24 hopefully. ugh summer is going by way too fast.
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Well its been forever since I've updated. Anyways my house is sold and my dad moved up north like a month ago, so now i'm staying with my grandparents until driver's ed is over. Then I'm moving in with Sara-Jo. meh i miss my dad a lot but w/e i'll have to deal.
i probably won't be online that much so if you need me call my cell 759-5898.
comment if you want <3
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The True You | | You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more relaxed, calm, and composed. | | With respect to money, you are a bit stingy. | | You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. | | The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you. | | You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. | | When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you will search and search until you find your perfect match. |
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[02 May 2005|04:00pm] |
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Vacation was awesome. I hung out with Kimber cause i effin love her. lol i was at her house all vacation except for one night. Friday i went to Kimber's after school. Jerrica came over around 9:30ish. Then we hung out for a while and eventually went over to Alex's to watch "Final Destination 2"..lol but he fell asleep. So we went back to Kimber's hizzouse, and finished watching the movie. Saturday we woke up around 10ish. Jerrica went home around 12:30. We got ready and went to the mall. I got some hawt summer clothes. After we went and rented scarry movies. The movies turned out to be really stupid...they were like pornos. lol. Sunday we just hung out and Kimber's mom dyed Kimber's hair, but it didn't come out so good. So she had to go to her hairdresser to get it fixed. Me and her mom walked around the mall for a while, then Kimber's hair was finally done around 4. So we went back to her house and hung out. Monday i went with Kimber to babysit. We went back to her house around 5:30ish, and watched movies and hung out cause we were tired. Tuesday i went to babysit with Kimber again. We went back to her house around 5:30ish..hung out for a while..then i came home cause i had to do laundry and stuff. I hung out with Erin for most of the night. She slept over and we watched "Shrek 2". Wednesday we woke around 8. Erin went home around 12:30ish. I cleaned the house and stuff then went back over Kimber's around 4:30. We rented movies again and hung out. Thursday we slept in and just hung out for most of the day. At 7:00 we went to smitty's and saw "a lot like love". It was a really good movie. We got home around 9:00, and went to hang out with our homie Alex and watched "sasquatch hunters" and "the exorcist". We went back to Kimber's house around 11:30ish, and just hung out and watched TV. Friday we got up early and got ready. Then we went to Maine to check out places on the ocean to stay this summer. ahh i can't wait! We got back around 4:00ish, went to DQ, and went back to her house and hung out. Saturday we got up around 10:30, got ready, and went to the mall. After we went and got chinese food, and went back to her house to watch movies. Sunday we got up around 11 and watched TV for a while then i had to go home around 1ish. I went to my mom's house around 6:00 and spent the night. Today was boring. I'm sooo sick of school. I can't wait till summer!
well i g2g. Laterr
<3
( find nothing but faith in nothing )
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Ultimate Opposite Sex Survey (for girls) | Created by okwhtsplanb and taken 30226 times on bzoink! | | --Your Favorite-- | | Hair Color: | blonde or brown | | Eye Color: | brown or blue | | (Their)Music Genre Preference: | it doesn't matter as long as there not to gangster | | Height(estimate): | 5' 7"ish | | Age: | 15-17 | | Personality Type: | nice & fun | | --This or That-- | | Older or Younger: | Older | | Romantic or Horndog: | Romantic | | Smart or Stupid: | Smart | | Fat or Skinny: | Average | | Skinny but Muscular or Big and Muscular: | Average & Muscular | | Punk or Preppy: | Both | | The Big Picture or the Little Things: | Little things | | Flowers/Candy or Big Expensive Present: | Flowers | | Mixtape or Burned CD: | Burned CD | | Love or Lust: | Love | | Emotional or Just Not: | Emotional | | Sincere or Jokester: | Both | | Hott and mean or Ugly and sweet: | Hott & sweet | | Sexy or Just Cute: | idk..both | | Arse or Abs: | Abs | | Hair or Hands: | Hair | | Dimples or Eyes: | Eyes | | Biceps or Calves/Thighs: | Biceps | | Teeth or Nose(some people are just wierd) : | uhh teeth | | Clean Shaven or Scruffy: | idk | | Rugged or Prim and Proper: | Rugged | | Countryboy or Cityboy | Countryboy | | Date alone or With Friends | Both | | Mama's Boy or Rebel Without A Cause: | Rebel without a cause | | --Have You Ever-- | | Dumped a guy because he liked you too much: | yes | | Loved a guy because he stalked you: | no | | Loved a guy because he hated you: | no | | Asked your friend's crush out: | yeah | | Lead a guy on for kicks: | yep | | Asked a guy out purely because he was hott: | yeah | | Flirted with guys even though you had a boyfriend: | yep | | Lied about not having a boyfriend: | yeah | | Lied about having one: | uhh lets not go there | | Cheated: | yeah | | Been Cheated on: | yeah | | Had a crush on a gay guy: | lol no | | --Their Clothing(yes/no)-- | | Boxers?: | yes | | Briefs?: | no | | Hat?: | maybe | | Skater Shoes?: | yeah | | Pimp Shoes?: | sure | | Band Shirts?: | yeah | | Vintage shirts?: | no | | Southpole/um..other thug clothes..?: | haha gangsta!...idc | | Dixie Outfitters/Big Johnsons?: | ? | | Independent/DC?: | sure | | S&M/Little Devil?: | no | | Fox/Thor?: | sure | | Jeans or Shorts?: | Jeans | | --Be Honest-- | | Would you ever date a guy for his money?: | no | | Would you ever date a guy for his social status?: | no | | Have you ever liked hanging out with your bf's friends more than him?: | no | | Have you ever pretended to like somebody to make them feel better? | yeah | | Have you called a girl a whore, when you were screwing lots of guys?: | haha no | | Do looks matter?: | yeah some what | | Are you honestly scared of being dumped?: | kinda | | Does size matter?: | kinda | | Do you avoid 'situations' with ugly guys?: | lol | | Are you ashamed to be seen with your ugly friends?: | no | | Are you ashamed for being ashamed?(you better be): | no | | Do you hide things from your crushes/guy friends/bf?: | nope | | Do you lie about masturbation for attention or false innocence?: | no | | Do you really want a guy to say if those jeans make your butt look fat?: | no | | Are you dissapointed when your bf doesn't say I love you right away?: | no | | Wanna be a virgin till marriage? | haha | | Do you really love the guys everytime that you say it? | no, only a few of them | | Do you dream about your crushes/bfs/guy friends?: | yes | | Would you makeout with a guy friend just to get it over with/curiosity?: | yeah | | Does this survey suck nuts? | sure | Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! |
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Post whatever you want, a picture, story, rants, why you hate me,
why you love me, or random things. Make it anonymous or post under
your LJ name. I don't care. <3
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1. Write the name of a person of the opposite sex.
2. Which is your favorite color out of red,black, blue, green, yellow?
3. Your first initials.
4. Your month of birth?
5. Which color do you like more, black or white?
6. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.
7. Your favorite number?
8. Do you like California or Florida more?
9. Do you like the lake or the ocean more?
10. Write down a wish. (A realistic one.)
WHEN YOU'RE DONE, SCROLL DOWN
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THE ANSWERS
1. You are completely in love with this person.
2. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive.
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue - You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow- you are a very happy person and give
good advice to those who are down.
3. If your initial is:
A-K You have a lot of ...love and friendships in your life.
L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum and your ...love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z You like to help others and your future love
life looks very good.
4. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you ...fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong ...love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your ...love life will not be too great, but eventually you will find your ...soul mate.
5. If you chose...
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.
6. This person is your best friend.
7. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.
8. If you chose:
California: You like adventure.
Florida: You are a laid back person.
9. If you chose:
Lake: You are loyal to your friends and to your love. And you are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.
10. This wish will come true only if you RE-POST THIS BULLETIN in your journal within one hour, and it will come true before your next birthday
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Monday was okay. I was really tired. Spanish was really gay. I wanted to kill Mrs.Rogers. She is sooo annoying. I can't deal with her that early in the morning. Math was boring. Lunch was okay. Jeff didn't sit with us, so it was pretty quiet at our table. Science was okay. Brandon is such a fureakk<3. He made me so mad i wanted to hit him. Gym was okay. Vicky was sad cause her and her boyfriend Nick broke up, so I cheered her up. After school I came home and took a nap. I woke up around 7:30, ate chicken noodle soup cause my throat hurt, talked to ppl on AIM, and then went to bed at 11:30.
Today I woke up and took a shower. Then i realized school was canceled. So I got back in my PJ's and tried to go back to sleep, but that didn't work. So I went on AIM and talked to ppl. Around 8:00 I started to watch Saved By The Bell, but i fell asleep. I woke up around 11:00ish, and got dressed. Now I'm bored. Around 3:00 I'm going to Sara-Jo's. Then we have dance at 5:00 hopefully.
Well i g2g..Laterr.
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you were my compass
leading me to nowhere fast
promises were lonely roads.
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| Just wait and you'll see, you're everything I want...<3 |
[06 Mar 2005|05:59pm] |
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Well vacation was okay..i wasn't really home much, so i couldn't update.
Monday I hung out with Erin and Ebony, and I slept over.
Tuesday we woke up pretty early and just hung around. Then around 4:30 we went to Alyssa's house to babysit Savannah. Shes soo cute. Alyssa got home around 10:00 and we watched a movie then went to bed.
Wednesday I woke up wicked early cause Sky was crying. We went back to Erin and Ebony's house around 8:00. Around 9:00 I went to my house for a little while and took a shower. I went back to Erin and Ebony's around 1:00 and hung out with them for the rest of the day. Then Alyssa dropped Alexis, Savannah, and Sky off cause she had to work. She was suppose to pick the kids up around 10:00, but she didn't. Then around midnight she called and said Ebony needed to come jump her car cause she left her lights on. So we left. Ebony was like half asleep, so she was driving like she was drunk. We didn't get back till around 12:30.
Thursday I woke up early hung out for a while. Then went home around 11:00. I got in the shower around 3:00. Then Cindy came over around 6:00. She looked like a gangsta so we listened to some gangsta music and chilled. Then we ordered food. The girl that answered the phone was a bitch. Then the pizza guy finally got here. I guess he was hott, but i wouldn't know cause i was sitting at the computer laughing because Sean IMed Cindy and was like "Cindy = smelly please go take a shower please" or something like that. lol. Then i heard Cindy talking to the pizza guy and she was like "heyyy" in a weird voice and i was like okay idiotica. haha. I lovee her. She be muh hoe for life! Anyways then we decided to listen to backstreet boys cool huh? After we were done being fureakks. We watched Mean Girls for the 92859082 time. boo you whore! hehe. We talked to Josh on AIM. He's a losa, but its okay. Then around 2:00 we went in my room and watched elmidate, and made fun of the guys on the show. One guy thought he was like a pimp or something. He acted like a wicked fag. Good thing the girl ditched him. Anywho around 3:00 we decided we were hungry, so we ate pasta. Then went back in my room and read all my old notes and my diary and stuff. It made me mad. lol. We finally fell asleep at 6:00.
Friday my alarm clock went off at 9:30 cause i had to get ready to go to my house up north. ughh i was sooo tired and pissed that i had to get up. I got in the shower, got ready, and packed my stuff. Cindy got picked up at 11:00. Erin showed up at 11:30, and my dad picked us up at 12:00. The ride up there seemed longer then usual. We finally got there at 3:00. Me and Erin went snowmobiling for a while. Then we went back to the house and watched TV. Around 6:00 my dad dropped us off in down town colebrook, and we went to the pizza place for dinner. I talked to Caitlyn for a little, but they were really busy so she had to get back to work. These hott guys were checkin us out then when we were leaving one of them asked for my number. lol. We walked down to the store and got gum. Then these guys were all hanging outside the pizza place and one of the guys was like "I have a hummer" and i was like "nice" and hes like "wanna go for a ride" and all the guys started laughing. I was like yeahh you know you wanna hit this. not really, but thats okay. Anyways we walked up to the bar to get my dad to bring us home. When we got home we watched pimp my ride then went to bed.
Saturday I woke up around 10:00 and Erin was like doing flips or something off the bed. I was like wooo fureakk what are you doing. lol. I just lied there for like a hour cause I had a really bad head ache. I finally got up around 11:00 and made lunch cause Erin was hungry. At 1:00 we went snowmobiling in the field. Then went and played in the snow. Erin almost fell in the river. lol. Then around 3:00 we went snomobiling on the trails with my dad. We got back around 4:00, and went snomobiling in the field for a while. Then we went back to the house and took showers. We watched TV for a while. Then around 6:30 my dad dropped us off at the pizza place to eat dinner. We hung out with Caitlyn and Sydney for a while. mm Caitlyn's brother is a hottie too bad he has a g/f. Then we left around 8:30 and walked to the store to get soda and candy. hah. These guys were sitting at the lights in there car and they were like wooo baby and they were like show us ur tits and I lifted up my sweat shirt (my shirt was still down) and I started shakin my ass. lol. Then the driver yelled out woo i'd tap that. haha it was soo funny. They were pretty hott too. I think i would tap that. lol. Anyways my dad picked us up and brought us back to the house then left to go see some band play at the bar. So me and Erin just hung out and watched TV. omg some guy on TV was acting like a rabid squirrel. haha. Then we went to bed at 11:00.
Sunday I had to fucking wake up early again. It pissed me off. We packed the car. Then left at 9:30. I fell asleep in the car. We dropped Erin off, and got home around 11:00. Then I unpacked my stuff and took a nap. I woke up around 4:30, watched TV, and talked to ppl on AIM.
meh sorry if some of that doesn't make sence I'm wicked tired.
well i g2g...Laterr
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And these cold winter nights,
without y o u next to me
It feels like twenty below
Frostbite on my heart
This pain and suffering are
feelings that you don't know.
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I haven't updated in a while, soo here it is...
Thursday was okay. School was really boring, and i was in a really bad mood. Science class was wicked gay. I flipped out on Amanda and almost kicked her ass. I almost fell asleep during winter carnival. After school I came home and my dad was gone, so my cousin came and picked me up.
Friday was pretty good. I was really hyper for some reason. Brandon sat next to me at winter carnival :-). I miss him soo much. After school I came home then went to Erin's house for a little while. Then around 6:00ish Kim and Kimber picked me up and we went to Smitty's and saw Are We There Yet. It was wicked funny. After we went to Kimber's house and spent the night there.
Saturday we woke up around 11:30 and hung out for a while. Then Kim brought me home at 1:30. I went to Meagan's house at 4:00. We hung out, watched TV, and talked to ppl on AIM. We went to bed around midnight.
Sunday we woke up at 8:30 and hung out. Then they brought me home at 11:00. Around 2:40ish Me and Cindy went to go see Hitch. I <3 her. I tickled her like crazy. Then she beat me up. After her brother picked us up and then dropped me off. At 7:00 my mom picked me up cause i had to go visit with her. ugh. It was okay.
Today i woke up at 11:30 and my mom brought me home around 12:00. Now I'm waiting for my laundry to get done. Then I'm going to Erin and Ebony's house. I think we might go see a movie or something tonight.
Well i g2g take a shower...Laterr.
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Another page of i'm
sorry' s addressed to me
Another story for the collection
of memories folded neatly.
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Tuesday I didn't go to school. I had the worst head ache ever, and i couldn't sleep the night before so i was wicked tired. I couldn't get back to sleep after my stupid alarm went off, so i watched TV till about 8:00 then fell back asleep. I slept till like 2:00. Got up and took a shower. Then pretty much spent the rest of my day on the computer cause i had nothing else to do. meh i was in a really bitchy mood. I didnt't go to bed till about midnight cause i wasn't really tired.
Today was okay. It went by pretty fast. ugh i had to take the bus this morning. Cindy wasn't there, so i was stuck with Amanda all day. lol. ehh w/e. Spanish was really boring. I didn't get anything she was saying cause yeah shes a whore. umm study hall was okay. Math was weird this fureeaakky kid kept looking at me and Amanda. Science sucked we had to take a test and Brandon acting like a idiot. Gym was okay. I was wicked tired though, so i wasn't really paying attention and i kept getting hit with the ball. When i got home my mom called. meh. I took a shower cause i was all yucky from gym. Then i ended up falling asleep. When my dad got home he came in my bedroom and started yelling at me for sleeping and complaining that i needed to vaccume the house. I was like wtf. what a loserr. I can't wait till vacation cause yeah school sucks! umm saturday i'm going to Meagan's, but other then that i dont have any plans. If ya wanna hang out let me know.
If you read this,
even if I don't speak to you often,
you must post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad,
just so long as it happened.
Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
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Can't you see that i wanna
be there with open arms
It's e m p t y tonight
and i'm all a l o n e
Get me through this one
Do you notice i'm gone?
I want you to know that
I miss you I miss you so.
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Meh I suck at updating..
My weekend was pretty good.
Friday was boring. I had to go to my grandparents house after school with my cousin. I wanted to go to the dance, so I could hang out with someone. But i guess he didn't even go. I went to bed pretty early.
Saturday I came home around 2:00ish. Packed my stuff to go to Cindy's, and her and her brother came to pick me up around 4:00. We went back to her house. Hung out and watched mean girls. I love that movie. Then around 7:00 we went to Battle of the Bands. It was awesome. I <3 Difference 88. They won by the way. Autumn Jane (Josh's band) was pretty good too. When we got back to Cindy's house we ate Chinese food and watched Little Black Book. It made me cry. lol we were laughing about the dumbest stuff. Then we started watching Napoleon Dynamite, but it was to stupid for us. We went to bed at about 3:00.
Sunday was Cindy's Birthday. We woke up around 10ish, and her brother drove us to dunkin donuts. I stayed for dinner and stuff. Her grandmother kept calling me Kristy, Kristine, Krista, and a bunch of other names. So Cindy decided she was going to call me Krispy. haha. Around 6:00 we came to my house so i could drop off my stuff. Then we went to Funspot to meet Joshy. It was okay. They dropped me off around 9:30. I took a shower and tried to go to bed, but i couldn't sleep. So i talked to ppl on AIM till about midnight. Then watched some TV and went to bed around 1:00.
Today we had a snow day. yay! umm my mom called at 11:00 and woke me up. I was mad. After i got off the phone with her i cleaned the house and shoveled the porch. I got really pissed off about somethings, so I went back to bed at 1:30 and didn't wake up till about 5:30ish. Then my asshole father came home and yelled at me for the house being a shit hole when i just barely cleaned it, so i was like yeah okay what kinda crack are you on buddy i just cleaned it today. Then he flipped out on me and was like wtf is wrong with you lately then hes like oh wait i saw the box in the trash. He was refering to a tampon box. So yeah i totally flipped out and he left. ughh what a fucking loser! Now i'm working on some Science work that i didn't pass in.
...I can't wait until vacation
meh well i g2g..Laterr.
It's hard to look
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when everyone has
everything you'd rather be.
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Well I'm sick once again..how fucking cool?..i haven't updated in a while so yeah here it is...
Friday Cindy came over. We were gunna go to the movies, but Josh didn't get home till midnight so we didn't have a ride. so we just hung around and watched movies.
Saturday Cindy went home around 1:00 then Sara-Jo and her mom picked me up. We went and rented movies. Went to her house hung out and watched movies. then went to bed.
Sunday we went Skiing. The first 2 times i went down i fell on my ass, and some little kids were laughing at me then i almost ran one over. After that i did pretty good. I didn't wear snow pants so my ass was all wet and it looked like i pissed myself 9259048 times, but i had fun. After we went and got pizza. Then they dropped me off at my house and i went to Erin and Ebony's house for the night.
Monday was okay. I was tired and felt like shit. After school i went shopping with Ebony. We got back around 5:00. Then we watched some movies and i ended up sleeping over.
Tuesday was alright. I still felt like shit. After school my dad brought me to Sara-Jo's cause we had dance. Dance was okay. I was about ready to smack some hoe that kept getting in my way. After Sara-Jo's mom dropped me off at my house and i did my spanish homework then went to bed at like 8:30.
Today i didn't go to school cause i felt like shit. I slept all day. Then at like 5:30 my dad woke me up for dinner. i could barely eat cause i felt like i was gunna throw up. So i went and watched TV in my bedroom for a while.
Well i g2g...Laterr
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Another goodnight
kiss is robbed of all
its passion, your grip
another time, is
slack. It leaves me
feeling empty.......</3
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Monday was boring. I don't like any of my second semester classes. All my teachers are assholes. Cindy wasn't at school cause she had a ski race :-(. I missed her. Anyways after school i came home and took a nap. I was really tired. when i woke up i talked to my mom on the phone before she went to work. Then my dad took me to rue 21 to get clothes for gym. when we got home i talked to some ppl on AIM, did some laundry, then went to bed around 11:00.
Today was okay. i was really tired though, so i was acting all weird. lol. During study i put everyones trash at my table in my empty orange juice bottle. it was cool. Science was weird. Brandon and Jacob sit behind me. Brandon kept talking to me. hes sucha perv, but i miss him. hmm i suck. Cindy kept looking at me and making me laugh. Gym was okay. we played ping pong and guess what? i suck at it. Justine was making fun of me the whole time, and mrs.bates kept looking at me like i was a idiot. hah. After school i went to Sara-Jo's. i flipped out on some ppl on her bus. it was funny. when we got to her house i took a shower then we both fell asleep on the couch. around 5:00 we went to dance with Jackie. it was okay. after dance i went back to Sara-Jo's house and hung out for a while. then they brought me home around 8:00.
well i g2g...Laterr.
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The hint of these
new tears are sharp.
I try to choke them
back. But it's
useless. I am useless
against them. They
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Well i've been really lazy and haven't felt like updating. Everything has been weird. I don't know why but it just has. I want to like kill everyone that looks at me, and i can't seem to stand anyone anymore. I hate everything. oh yeah and guys suck more then anything...
Anyways my weekend was pretty good. I went to the house up north with Cindy. It was fun. We went snowmobiling , frooze our asses off, went to the arcade/pizza place, hung out with Caitlyn, and we were stalked by our stalker. Then like every night when we got home we were wicked hyper and stayed up late and laughed about a bunch of stupid things. I love her. Hmm we didn't see many hott guys this time. I guess they were all hiding?
Today i got home around 3:30ish. My dad was a asshole. meh nothing new. He complains about everything i do. I can never do anything right. eh w/e i'm just a worthless piece of shit that doesn't matter. right? well atleast thats what my mom says. Then she calls back and apoligizes. real cool huh? Anywho i went to Erin's house around 4:30. Alyssa was there with the girls. We just hung out and watched TV. Then i was playing with Sky and she pissed on me. how cool? so i came home and took a shower and got my PJ's on.
Tomorrow 2nd semester starts yay!..i guess.
well i g2g. Later.
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well as for now i'm gonna
hear the saddest songs,
and sit alone and wonder,
how your making out.
And as for me i wish that
i was anywhere with anyone
making out.
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Well my weekend was pretty good. Me and my dad picked up Jackie on friday, and we went up north to the camp in columbia. it was fun. We went snowmobiling, hung out, and went to this pizza place & arcade where there were a ton of hott guys. haha some 20 year old asked us to a party, but obviously we couldn't go. On sunday we left around 12:30, stopped at Mcdonalds for lunch, and then dropped Jackie off. When we got home i unpacked my stuff. Then went to Erin and Ebony's. We went and got ice cream, and i ended up sleeping over.
Monday was okay. School was boring like always. After school i went shopping with Ebony and Erin. We got back around five. When i got home i did laundry then went to bed around 10:30.
Tuesday i felt really sick. I woke up at like 2:00 AM throwing up. it sucked soo bad. School was boring. i didn't really start feeling better until lunch time. I had a test in Social Studies. ugh i definitely failed that one. After school i went to Sara-Jo's. I got to see grammy. Around like 3:00 me and Sara-Jo fell asleep on the couch. We got ready for dance at 4:30. Dance was okay. i didn't get home till around 6:45. i was soo tired, so i went to bed at 9:00.
Today we had a early release cause of the snow. i was glad cause today was boring. even though i was like wicked hyper cause i had coffee this morning. ahh i'm so happy. Cindy's going up north to the camp with me on saturday and we're staying till nigga day (monday). i'm teaching her how to snowmobile and we're gunna go check out hott guys. hehe. yay!
Well i g2g...Laterr
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Tonight I'll stand in the light
So you can count how many
t e a r s fall from my eyes
this time I'll be alright
my heart can't get any worse.
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**Comments would be grrrreaaattt**
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yay its snowing!!!!...and i'm bored so i did this survey thinger....oh yeah and i have decided i'm going to school tomorrow cause i can't take being in this house one more day...be exited!
___YOUR LIFE____
[x] they call me: Kristin
[x] sex: Female
[x] my first breath of air: July 10,1989
[x] status: single
[x] best homies: Sara-Jo, Cindy, Jackie, Erin, & Ebony
____REWIND____
[x] most memorable memory: Cindy acting like a gangsta and dancing around my living room like a idiot.
[x] worst?: when me and Cindy were at Stephen's house and me and Brandon were fighting wicked bad then we broke up.
[x] first word uttered: no
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: Erin & Ebony
____FAST FORWARD____
[x] college planning to go: I'm not really sure yet
[x] wedding: hmm idk
[x] children: 1 or 2
[x] NOT looking forward to: getting old
____PLAY____
[x] feeling: cold
[x] listening: mix cd
[x] talking: Jackie
[x] doing: this survey thinger
[x] craving: chicken noodle soup
[x] thinking: about how boring my weekend is going to be if Jackie can't go
[x] hating: that i'm sick
____LOVE?____
[x] love is: pain
[x] current crush: its kind of obvious...*******
[x] best love song: idk
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person @ the same time?: No its more lust then love.
[x] when love hurts, you: cry my ass off and hate the world
[x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: No cause you really don't know the person, so how could you love them.
____THE OPPOSITE SEX____
[x] turn ons: eyes, smile, good personality
[x] turn offs: conceited assholes
[x] does your parent's opinion on your bf/gf matter to you?: nope
[x] what kinda hair style?: short
[x] the sweetest thing a member of the opposite sex can do for you?: hah
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: I don't go places to meet people...i just meet them.
[x] are you the type of person to holler n ask for numbers?: yup :-)
____PICKY PICKY____
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: short
[x] innie or outie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: sunshine
[x] moon or sun: moon
[x] basketball or football: both
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses
[x] tv or radio: doesn't matter
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: Starbucks...wth is jamba juice?
[x] mcdonalds or burger king: burger king
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written letters
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[x] car or motorcycle: both are cool
[x] house party or club: both
[x] sing or dance: dance
[x] freak or slow dance: idk
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves? google
____MISCELLANEOUS____
[x] can you swim?: yeah
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: umm i can't remember
[x] what are you scared of?: spiders
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 3
[x] how many phones?: 1
[x] how many residents?: 2 plus the cat
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: idk
[x] last dentist visit: mm idk i have one in feb.
[x] last doctor visit: tuesday
[x] last phone call: idk no one ever calls me
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[06 Jan 2005|11:24am] |
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Well i haven't updated in forever. I've been to lazy, and yeah everything has pretty much sucked lately so i have nothing good to write about.
Anyways i've stayed home all week from school cause i'm like wicked sick. I have strep throat, ear infections in both ears, the flu, a sinus infection, and conjunctivitis. mmm yeah it sucks. i went to the doctors thursday and tuesday. Tomorrow i think i'm gunna try and go to school. I'm so sick of being stuck in this house. Pfff friday i have to go up north for the whole weekend. My dad is making me. Jackie was suppose to go, but i don't think she can. ehh atleast i get to go snowmobiling. Or maybe i can get out of this some how. hmm i dunno.
Well i'm a very boring person,
and have nothing else to write about.
Laterr.
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So it's safe to say that
we've been here before;
Heart torn out,
down for the count
and still come back for more.
This lesson is learned too well.
Though, only unlearned by
the time your wounds have healed.
Have you had enough?
I guess not because your
lips are stuck to his.
It's Time to say enough is enough,
you would be so better off.
You love him but tough
because it's not coming back from him.
You can't win.
Stop expecting change,
he's just a lost cause
that you're waiting on.
( Nothing Lasts Forever )
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